Little Darling Admitted Hospital

We sent our Little Darling to see PD on 31 Aug 06 afternoon because he has no poo for 3 days and looks like he has jaundice. Little Darling was admitted to the hospital for photolight theraphy at 6pm due to jaundice was exceed acceptable level. According to our PD, the reason baby has jaundice and did not poo was due to underfed! I did not realise that I have not been feeding him sufficient in the past few days!

The little body was stripped naked, blind-folded and flip to lie on stomach during the photolight theraphy. Our Darling was struggling, kicking and crying loud! I heartache and I cried. Daddy was cried also when he saw the Little one crying in the nursery while the big one crying outside the nursery.

Hb dragged me home for dinner at 9pm. I insisted of went back to the hospital again at 11:00pm to deliver EBM for our Little Darling. After so many hours putting in the light theraphy box, he still cried loud and struggling! I really heartpain and again I could not control my tears from rolling out seeing our little one was suffering.

Our Darling was exhausted and slept sound in my arm during feeding time, his little knee caps were red, his lips were cracking! I blamed myself for not taking good care of him! I couldn't bear to leave him in the nursery alone, I was very relunctant to leave him there alone and ourself go home! But the hospital did not allow us stayed overnight unless we admitted to a room. My heart was bleeding! My sour was remained with our little one in the nursery although physically I was home!

I had a sleepless night! We rushed back to hospital the next day morning 7:00am. We were waiting outside the nursery and I insisted of feeding him myself every 3 hours. He looks so tired! My heart so aching! How wish if I can do the theraphy on his behalf!

Thank goodness! Blood test at 4:00pm shown that our little darling's jaundice was dropped to 180. Our PD discharged him at 5pm. I was overjoy and quickly wiped and changed cloth for our little darling, I wanted him to leave this place as fast as possible! I hugged my little darling as hard as I could! I promised I will paid extra care in future!